total up & down in 24 hrs.
Today is the ultimate day when I experienced a series of total up and down and boredom. I spent whole day at home alone facing the computer and munching on the tanariva cake and madelines. They taste yummy but they did nothing to help relieve my boredom. But I have to thank carin, shihui and summer for chatting with me on msn the whole afternoon. After that, I got ready to meet audrey. Before that I met up with alan to have my haircut and kangli to update each other on our recent happenings. It is so nice of you to wait with me for audrey to no avail.
audrey. i do not know why u did not come and missed informing me in advance or at least let me know when I sent you a message. I was waiting for ur reply. But I guess the silence is self-explanatory? Maybe it is something I did to irritate you without myself realising it. But I got to thank u anyway. You have made me think about what I really want in the time I was waiting for you. Perhaps I should not be wasting my time doing silly things and irritating people? eugene, yes you joey’s boyfriend, just in case you do not know I am talking about you. I remember the time when we were sitting at philly’s flavours & chatting after i knock off work. I remember why you are keeping your body so fit. And I will try to put that into practice, starting with the 21km run. I must at least cut down my tummy and increase my muscle mass. At least I have got an aim in mind now.
In additon to that I got to thank you kangli, for accompanying me all night and putting up with my vulgarities. I think I am really very pissed off recently. I am always in a bad mood. I guess I need some anger management sessions. Or maybe some cooling off from the work at bakerzin will help? I need time off. I need people to accompany me on my off days. So who is on to accompany me? I am feeling very lonely and helpless. Can someone rescue me from this black hole of loneliness??
